We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

The Ninth

by Old Soul Era

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

1.
The Intro 01:03
2.
Sanctuary 01:54
And when it hit me I was moving slowly boozing Swerving on the highway from the medicine I use when Dying wasn’t working, venom from the serpents sunk inside the fucking places where the violence seems to surface Lost and feeling worthless howling at the moon As if to blame her lack of light for darkness I consume The power that I’ve mastered might one day just be my doom Swear one day you’re gonna find my body lifeless in a room Time will be my tomb, love will sprout my flowers Hate and self destruction will rain down like April showers to give us something better cause this body’s never ours So buckle up and hold your breath throughout these final hours Cash kills everyone around me fuck get the strap, time to take it back and attack, All these people are just vessels and their waiting to crash Our addiction is connection like to roads on a map My direction is mad, your perception is bleak Some day something somewhere listening will wake when we speak And recover love we covered when we thought it was weak All the lovers under covers really want is just sleep Heard it once a dream That forever is far, most wont ever see the better like weather in fall They would rather feel it never than one day feel it all Me I’d rather die alone before i see to all fall
3.
Lost Streets 02:58
Now let me tell you what it’s like to be free Cruising boulevards and avenues that never knew me Till I pulled up on the neighborhood to represent dreams that my imagination station used to place in my sleep I used to want a total refund but I lost the receipt So I said fuck I’m gon' snatch it cause that’s all I could see The homies pushing for the paper turned into disease But that’s the life inside the dungeons of these murderous streets It’s part of the scene to put your soul and heart in the stream Departed far from where the bottom of the bottle would scream They taught us all that for tomorrow we must swallow our dreams In ancient times they tried to lie but Moses parted the seas prolific, thoughts I have are just super specific When it comes to what I feel like a natural mystic I rip it Real shit in the booth or the stage to express the broken lessons that I wrote on a page Life lived and memories lost Painting pictures on the pavement with the ivory chalk Names forgotten never spoken didn’t make the report But they resurrect in sentences whenever I talk Inside the carbon, you hear it forming Yellow brown clouds keep your vision from soaring Helicopters moving at the speed of the morning While our Mothers bury sons in the afternoon mourning for the, lost souls from the lost streets in time We’re cursed but we say that we’re fine And dying inside while trying to find what we think it really is that makes the sun and moon shine So keep your eyes on the road and hope one day it unfolds into to key we have been searching for to liberate goals We must leave our destination to deliver our soul Into a freedom Far from anything we’ve ever been told So let’s rise for the ultimate prize and go get it If time hasn’t been on our side then let’s split it and coast, real slow until we turn into ghost live every second like you love it the most and just breathe
4.
I feel so fortunate to been around the constellations But my misfortune is unfortunately more than faces I’ve tasted many races And every horoscope Some had the rare ability to make my aura glow Others were horrible and lied to try and take my soul A scorpion was lonely when I met her and she didn’t know That we were similar, only more powerful I stung her with my stinger stuck my finger in her mouthful of love life and lies Trapped by her thighs I wrote her some rhymes and then I said my goodbyes like Lovers in a wicked disguise she swallowed all of it for that I’ll always think of her eyes Next a Pisces demise, came across in a dream She used to wake up all the living things whenever she screamed Her body moved like r&b I’m talking peaches and cream Until this day her smile is still one of the brightest I’ve seen. Take me by the hand I’ll make you feel like no one ever has Far from all the planets we can build and leave a better past Well make forever last And never have to wear a mask If you and I decide then we can try and be our better halves I met a Virgo vixen Who said it’s love I’m missing She used to tell her husband she was working late night missions She’s down for all positions Except the one I like, I had to let her go you never know where she might go tonight Along the Milky Way, met an Aquarius she watered me with wisdom but her essence was mysterious, She was delirious and wanted something serious I left the second night and kept on traveling to Sirius That’s when I was stumbled by a Libra, couldn’t find our balance in the end I had to leave her Used to believe her and thought that I would need her but her light started to fade and now I don’t know if I see her I’m in search of something unpredicted like the images the lights inside the sky like to depict at night And so i drift through life discovering and learning To pass along my escapades
5.
Endship 01:19
6.
Diagnosis 02:32
You can find me lost in the solstice playing hide and seek with the cold I was probably high when I wrote this tossing in sheets making peace with the soul I have lost the war with devotion licking at the wounds that I own howling at the moon through the darkness stars that I sought to remove from her thrown I'm the cause and effect from the pause and the pain that the call would reflect, it was all in the text that the man in the caves on the walls would engrave, it’s the way that you cry when you lost what you had but you don’t tell them why when you fight every day and you hope and you pray that the thoughts in your brain won’t provoke you to die I’m stuck between the world and where I wanna go Please come find me.
7.
Started with kiss, ended with the cut Said she was in love when I dug into her guts Swear I felt disgusts followed by despair but after bout a minute I was pulling on her hair There was something there that I could not explain Meditative medicine that medicated pain Some would say that heroine almost felt the same but love is far more dangerous to put inside the veins Then I finally came not across her chest but back into my senses Like I almost sensed it I was so complexed in simplicity Thighs and ethnicity seemed liked the remedy for me to finally let it free Life, that’s what I started it I know you’re feeling special but for now you’re just a part of it Before you there were many birds that now have all departed cause they found out that my heart is only living where the art is I've been living with dilemma, I've been swimming with the sharks And I've been sleeping with these hoes But my heart is only beating for the art I’ve been swimming with the sharks my homie I’ve been feeling kind of lost Shed blood now their gonna come right for me, time to show 'em who is boss Bet I brought the sauce, flavorful as fuck When these bitches get a taste they can never have enough now their face is getting stuck Right between my jeans swear these women turn to fiends when I put them on their knees asking papi can you please Put me in your songs Girl I rhyme for metaphors not for whores who drop their thongs I got used to slamming doors and the sound of breaking phones When I’m working on my poems I just wanna be alone so be gone like moonlight after dawn Or the flowers in the fall, all the ones I watered died so now I don’t return their call they got mad and made up memories that I cannot recall cause i left before the fall I've been living with dilemma, I've been swimming with the sharks And I've been sleeping with these hoes But my heart is only beating for the art Started with a kiss Then I had enough Thought I was in love That shit was only lust I've been swimming with the sharks motherfucker I've been living with in the dark Can't find love in lust motherfucker Attached to the feelings in the sheets
8.
You see I used to go to church until I found out even preachers like to reach for tiny skirts So why would hell be any worst Packed my soul and left to see if I could really find my worth This is the lonely dreamers curse Who am I to blame my parents for the arrogance I heard Love was only my concern I was young and lonely looking for a lover I could burn in the fires of desire where the ashes of my dreams leave behind a pattern scattered that reminded you of me When I floated down the river where creation sets us free something delicately elegant that only I could see helped me see Where I was and why I breathe It was music I was using just to feel alive and free pushing past my self esteem where insecurities scream I found truth and love were similar to singular degrees Where the combination places faces that I used to know into consequences faced with the decision to let go Somewhere far away from space is where I’m really trying to be but I’ve been battling this problem of this wicked gravity It’s got a hold of me now it’s been holding us down So we puff and try escaping from these chains to the ground My mind was searching for answers, it was you that I found Now nothing ever will compare the way I feel for the sound
9.
We were never really the same Like the metal from the blade after battling rain Couldn't quite cut ties from the memories chained To our hearts and our minds now forever enslaved Writing on the walls how it felt to be the one who couldn’t catch you on the morning you fell Never was the type to ponder if it’s heaven or hell Because as long as we’re apart my soul trapped in a cell Thoughts I have remember your name In a beautiful disaster of beauty and pain It was love I couldn’t master now I’m swallowing shame In a bottle full of sorrow that I borrowed today Sunken like the ships in the sea That for now only the lonely hopeless creatures can see Someone told me that I’d live to see it leave like a tree In this moment I’m still waiting patiently like a seed Hold my breath whenever it’s dark Cause I know the way the shadows like to pick me apart Then I"m puzzled by the pieces when I’m missing the part Where the life I lived is really just a light with no spark Roll me up another machine that relaxes me fantastically and practically frees Me from everything that ever had a grasp when I breathe In the moment as horizon cast opinions of me I found love in the darkest places As well as beauty in the strangest faces They say the struggle is what will break us But the struggle is what they gave us The struggle is what will make us Into the people that cant be broken You tell me that these words are spoken But its the feeling that makes it real Deeper than these roots and fields providing many meals But there's people out there that are starving And others that just sit there carving, the knives into their flash The pain they cant resist Because its all they've ever known pouring out their soul But no one ever listens I promise you i will I promise you i care I promise ill be there I promise you i"m here
10.
The Outro 01:54

credits

released November 9, 2018

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Old Soul Era Denver, Colorado

Old Soul Era has been producing and recording music in Denver, CO for the past 3 years. Producer/Lyricist Anthony Morales and Lyricist Jake Howard have been trying to change the perception of hip-hop by combining hip-hop production with indie rock values and ideas. ... more

contact / help

Contact Old Soul Era

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like Old Soul Era, you may also like: